I don’t feel skinny. I know my body has changed, I can feel it in my clothes. I wear clothes that were taking up space in my closet for years…(some still with tags on!) I weigh more, but my body size and shape is only a size off what it was when I had my photo shoot done. But I have better legs now. I was telling Cherise, I didn’t feel skinny, and in her infinite wisdom she asked, “when you were really thin, how did you feel?” It took less than a second to come up with sad. So why the F would I want to feel that way? If I just wanted to feel sad, I could have stayed on my half a couch and not done anything to lose weight.
Just a little Dysmorphia it seems. Maybe those promised pictures will help change my view. Pity party OVER!