I am angry. I am hurt. I am sad. I had a troubling text conversation yesterday. I want to hide in bed, maybe have a good cry. Watch some girl movies. I feel that he may have had valid points, Has this ever happened to you? Someone says something shitty about you and you believe it? I want to hold onto my anger so I’m not sad, but not have so much anger it screws up my day. Yesterday I was boiling mad. The gym helps. I have amazing friends that would honestly tell me if I was way off… but like a blister on your heel, this is irritating. I will divulge details later, once I’m sorted. I need to remember… it’s not a jelly fish.